The Return
I've opened and re-opened blogger.com about a million times since my last entry to create a new one. And without fail, every time, I've gotten through one or two sentences and then freaked the fuck out and frantically exited the window. I'm not exactly sure why this has been happening, but I think there's something about blog-writing that I haven't grown entirely comfortable with yet. And for some reason I feel guilty for not updating constantly. Anyway, trying to get over the weirdness, and hopefully this will make it onto my site.
Blah blah. Enough of that jabber.
It's been a weird month. I went to New York with my family for the Bangladeshi Medical Association Convention. It was actually a good time. I met some cool people and went out one night with my old friend Vini. One thing I realized about New Yorkers: no one stays home. Ever. As a sporadic fan of the bar scene, I asked a couple people that I met if they ever got tired of going out constantly. I was greeted with strange and surprised looks. It makes sense: the apartments are so tiny, that most socialization occurs at bars. It's common practice to meet friends and colleageus for drinks. One person replied that there were so many bars, it never got old. I don't know about you, but while I've been to some great bars, it's pretty much the same thing over and over, and there's only so much I can take without getting annoyed at the constant loop of screaming pleasantries over loud music and getting drunk to the point that said pleasantries cease to be pleasant.
We were in Manhattan for two nights. Oh oh, and I finally got to sample a cupcake from the famous Magnolia Bakery . It was, as promised, phenomenal. A must for any sweet tooth connoisseur.
Anyway, we went to Long Island to see relatives for the remainder of the trip. It was pretty boring, but it was nice to have some quiet reading time. Not to mention that I had my own room and didn't have to sleep in the same room with my parents anymore.
Our trip ended badly because my father woke up and couldn't move much due to previously existing (for like the past 25 freaking years) back problems. They made it back to Midland somehow with the assistance of wheelchairs and very slow walking. The next week, I went to Dallas for his very overdue and very required surgery.
Hospitals are not fun. I got so tired of eating a steady diet of vending machine. However, it meant the world to my parents that I was there, and I was able to see some old family friends and relatives. I wish that I had been able to see them under happier circumstances, but their presence made a difficult time much easier. An official thanks for all of you who e-mailed or called with concern.
Other than that, I've been working on applications for grad school. It so has not been long enough since I've had to write a personal statement. Those things suck. I end up hyper-aware of being either too self-aggrandizing or too self-deprecating, and consequently forfeit my natural writing style. While I understand its importance, I wish someone would just write the damned thing for me so I could be done with it.
I really like organizing my M&M's by color and then eating them from the color which has the most to the color which has the least. I'm not OCD, I promise!
